PSF Chat

[FoxTail]

Love is a cruel mistress as the saying goes.  Better to have loved then to have never loved at all. 

[Anyponedrawn]

Better to have loved then to have never loved at all.

That never made sense to me before, but it is so damn true. 

[Miggs]

It reminds me of how fast a friendship can change, except it's on a much bigger scale, obviously.

Say a few things, and it can end in seconds.

[Anyponedrawn]

You don't know how right you are, Miggs.  One day, you think this person is your best friend, but in an instant, it just totally changes.  You'd never expect it, because they get your jokes, they know you, they understand your mannerisms, yet still it somehow just changes and falls apart. It is the weirdest thing.

[Death Blossom]

Yeah. And you hope of you mess up it doesn't chase them away.

[Rainberry]

Yeah, being held, knowing someone loves you.  It is an amazing feeling.  You feel so sure and complete.  Emotions in love are so weird though.  Never can you feel so sure, but be so confused at the same time.  They love me, I know they do, or do they?  I used to say, in one hour of love, you can go through a hundred different emotions. 

[Miggs]

It's a horrible thing, APD. I've experienced it a few times, although, I've never experienced it truely, because we somehow patch things up in the end. But the memories are still there.

[Anyponedrawn]

Being in love, or similar with a great friend.  You feel if it is a rough day, you can go see them, and you know things will be okay.  They will support you, love ya, what have you.  They were there for you, committed. 

Then... they're gone.  And doing the same thing for someone else. 

[Anyponedrawn]

It's a horrible thing, APD. I've experienced it a few times, although, I've never experienced it truely, because we somehow patch things up in the end. But the memories are still there.

Whether it happens fully or not, it still happens and there will always be those tears (like a tear in ribbon, not crying). 

[FoxTail]

Being in love, or similar with a great friend.  You feel if it is a rough day, you can go see them, and you know things will be okay.  They will support you, love ya, what have you.  They were there for you, committed. 

Then... they're gone.  And doing the same thing for someone else. 

This summed up some of the worst thoughts and memories.   

[Death Blossom]

It's kind of crushing. It's scary sometimes how dependent you can be with them. Emotionally they're there for you. And then to suddenly not have that anymore. It crushes you. Not having that pillar, that support.

[Miggs]

That's the part that gets ya. When you see them with other people doing what they would've done for you. Or at least that's what they say.

"I would do the same for you...if I had time."
"I'd do the same for you, totally."



Shit this got sad real fast.

I fking love you guys, I'm gonna just say that right now.

[Rainberry]

Son of a gun, APD.  That is a horrible thing you brought up, but so true.  How could they be so sincere one day, then the next...be with someone else the same?  Do they still think of me?  Do they remember the times we have and think fondly of it?  Or do they mock and make fun of the times we had together... I hate these kind of thoughts.  

[Anyponedrawn]

I love ya all.  I can picture us all like hanging out right know, late at night.  Maybe like chilling in a basement or around a campfire.  You know how with your friends, sometimes convo's just get real.    Everyone gets all serious and feels come out. 

[Death Blossom]

That hurts the most sometimes. Seeing them doing what you thought was special between you two with someone else. Like Patrick once said, "I thought what we had was special." And it hurts. Seeing a once good friend or lover do those things. Like a needle in your heart being twisted everytime you see them.

I love you too Miggs, and all of you as well. You're such a great community.