PSF Chat II

[1234]

I broke down today. Hah.

"Broke down"? Car problem or something else?

[Anyponedrawn]

What happened, S4?

[Miggs]

I broke down, simple as that. Emotions and shit.

[Umbreon]

Sorry to hear hope it gets better.

[Blurr]

*hugs the mig*

Sorry man.

[1234]

*hugs the mig too*

Sorry about that. I hope you get better.

[RainySunshine]

Rough times for sure.  Ups and downs my friend.  Get better soon.  If ya need something, let me know.

[Miggs]

I'm fine. Just not emotionally stable.

[Anyponedrawn]

Be careful then.  If I can help in some way send me a message. Hope it gets better for ya.

[Miggs]

Might as well just come out and say that this has been going on since January. Not really break downs-- well, occasionally-- but the instability. I'll feel angry, annoyed, sad, depressed, for no real reason. I went to the doctors a month ago and was given medication for...anxiety, I guess. It keeps me from worrying too much, which is great, but that only takes care of that. I'll still feel these other emotions kinda strongly, and my thoughts are still...my thoughts(?). I don't want to go into detail about those.

I'll be seeing someone May 4th. Hopefully I can get a proper reason as to what is actually wrong with me. The doctor suspects a certain mental illness, but isn't entirely sure. And what he suspects, honestly, makes a lick of sense, but I'm hoping it's not what he thinks and is instead just something else.

A part of me wants to say it's bipolar disorder, but like... my moods switch way too frequently for that, I think? From my understanding from research along with first hand experience, bipolar is more long-term with moods and shit. So. Dunno.

[Anyponedrawn]

Might as well just come out and say that this has been going on since January. Not really break downs-- well, occasionally-- but the instability. I'll feel angry, annoyed, sad, depressed, for no real reason. I went to the doctors a month ago and was given medication for...anxiety, I guess. It keeps me from worrying too much, which is great, but that only takes care of that. I'll still feel these other emotions kinda strongly, and my thoughts are still...my thoughts(?). I don't want to go into detail about those.

I'll be seeing someone May 4th. Hopefully I can get a proper reason as to what is actually wrong with me. The doctor suspects a certain mental illness, but isn't entirely sure. And what he suspects, honestly, makes a lick of sense, but I'm hoping it's not what he thinks and is instead just something else.

A part of me wants to say it's bipolar disorder, but like... my moods switch way too frequently for that, I think? From my understanding from research along with first hand experience, bipolar is more long-term with moods and shit. So. Dunno.

Hmmm.  I do hope the best outcome happens for you, Miggs.  That stinks.  I am no doctor but I remember a doctor telling a friend of mine once who was having anxiety issues that it was probably related to the media he surrounded himself with and took in.  Like... I don't know... the material he watched and the people groups he hung around with, music, etc.  Maybe that is an underlying cause?  I'm not sure.  I do wish the best for ya.

[RainySunshine]

You'll be in my thoughts in prayers, Miggs.  No fun going on there.   I hope they can make a proper diagnosis and help you out or maybe you will stumble upon the root and help yourself out.  I wish you only the best in this trying time.

[Miggs]

Might as well just come out and say that this has been going on since January. Not really break downs-- well, occasionally-- but the instability. I'll feel angry, annoyed, sad, depressed, for no real reason. I went to the doctors a month ago and was given medication for...anxiety, I guess. It keeps me from worrying too much, which is great, but that only takes care of that. I'll still feel these other emotions kinda strongly, and my thoughts are still...my thoughts(?). I don't want to go into detail about those.

I'll be seeing someone May 4th. Hopefully I can get a proper reason as to what is actually wrong with me. The doctor suspects a certain mental illness, but isn't entirely sure. And what he suspects, honestly, makes a lick of sense, but I'm hoping it's not what he thinks and is instead just something else.

A part of me wants to say it's bipolar disorder, but like... my moods switch way too frequently for that, I think? From my understanding from research along with first hand experience, bipolar is more long-term with moods and shit. So. Dunno.

Hmmm.  I do hope the best outcome happens for you, Miggs.  That stinks.  I am no doctor but I remember a doctor telling a friend of mine once who was having anxiety issues that it was probably related to the media he surrounded himself with and took in.  Like... I don't know... the material he watched and the people groups he hung around with, music, etc.  Maybe that is an underlying cause?  I'm not sure.  I do wish the best for ya.

I've been a worry wart my entire life. To an extent you can say I've had anxiety my whole life. Or most of it.

[Miggs]

You'll be in my thoughts in prayers, Miggs.  No fun going on there.   I hope they can make a proper diagnosis and help you out or maybe you will stumble upon the root and help yourself out.  I wish you only the best in this trying time.

Thanks. It's not something to worry about tbh. Just dumb shit going on in my head. I'll be fine, just undiagnosed.

[Anyponedrawn]

Maybe it stems from that?  Do you hang around bad people or ingest bad media full of negativity?  That could be it too. 

Based on my friend again, he realized he was doing a lot of things that were deemed negative and he tried to not take in all that negative content.  It did work for him pretty good.  That along with a normal routine of some mental changes and whatever else, he's totally normal gain.