PSF Chat

[Rainberry]

Awww, thats cute you watched that Miggs!  So cute! 

[Miggs]

It's a funny movie!

[FoxTail]

I...I......I just can't hug right now.  It's to extreme.  The most contact I've had is hand shakes and people brushing by as they walk by! 

*Breaks down into tears*  (I'm not actually sad guys, I'm being "funny")

I know you say you are kidding, but the feelings are real.  When you've been in a relationship and had all that, then you don't.... it's....  

[Death Blossom]

I haven't watched Mean Girls.

[Anyponedrawn]

It's a funny movie!

HEH HEH HEH, RIIIIIIGGGGHHHHTTT.

[Anyponedrawn]

I...I......I just can't hug right now.  It's to extreme.  The most contact I've had is hand shakes and people brushing by as they walk by! 

*Breaks down into tears*  (I'm not actually sad guys, I'm being "funny")

I know you say you are kidding, but the feelings are real.  When you've been in a relationship and had all that, then you don't.... it's....

You can see through me that much, eh?  Yeah.... it isn't a nice feel.  It kind of pops up every once in awhile.   

[FoxTail]

The human contact, the knowing someone loves you besides family.  I know, APD.  I know. 

[Rainberry]

Not to make jest of this, but it's like watching Sadness in "Inside Out" learn how useful she is to help in coping. 

[Death Blossom]

It makes me feel a bit bad for you APD, when you bring it up. I know it was hard on you. And it makes me feel bad I can't like, hug you or something. I love hugging people. Seeing my friends sad is... It's not nice. I wish we could help you feel better.

[Miggs]

Inside Out was a great movie

[Miggs]

It makes me feel a bit bad for you APD, when you bring it up. I know it was hard on you. And it makes me feel bad I can't like, hug you or something. I love hugging people. Seeing my friends sad is... It's not nice. I wish we could help you feel better.

^

[Anyponedrawn]

I'm honestly great guys.  You being around is cool and awesome.  I don't know how these moments seem to pop up often enough where people think I am sad.  Maybe I sort of lead people on that I am, when really I am not.  My humor is pretty weird. 

Yes, those are real feelings, but I am actually just fine.  People have to cope, live, and move on.  Feeling sorry for people just honestly doesn't do any good, and being the person who gets the pity, it makes you feel like you are using a crutch to always make people pity you.  I'm not trying to do that, nor do I want to do that.  I just want to make that clear.  It was a rough stretch, but things are getting better.   I got a job again.  So were 50% there. 

[Rainberry]

Relationships are hard (surprised we don't have a topic for relationships anymore).  Sure you can find a fling, but why do that, right?  You want something more real then that, I can tell, APD. 

[Miggs]

Well whenever you wanna talk, we're here for you, man.

[Anyponedrawn]

I do want something more then just a date.  I used to have that real relationship, then when you aren't in it... it's... I mean, you think everything was going great and good, but love changes so fast, and.... I trusted her, she trusted me.  It was real.  It's just so weird how things change so suddenly.  It makes me worry about the future with other relationships, even in marriage.  If love can change so fast, or if the person whom you think loves you, actually has lost their spark with you.... it's horrible to think about.  (I know this is all broken up)