PSF Chat

[Rainberry]

Wait, so he said he likes sneezing too?  Did he even really care?  Seems like he brushed all this aside like it was not a big deal you told him.

[Death Blossom]

What, no, he doesn't also like it lol. He didn't seem to really care. He was just like "I got ideas now". And I was all like meep.

[Rainberry]

Oh, okay.

Do you wish he would have cared more though?  It can be pretty hard to tell someone.  It's nice he said he has ideas now. 

So how did you go about telling him?  Via like FaceTime or something?

[Death Blossom]

Not really, I didn't want him to be like "Er nah gawd that's interesting" or something. I think he cared enough I suppose. Oh god, it was so hard. I've tried multiple times and just kept chickening out before. But this time I did it. But there were like 20 messages of padding inbetween as I kept beating around the bush before finally being all like "um well, it's er... It's sneezing". I kinda tried to lead into it talking about fetishes and stuff. Like I mentioned how he's told me his but I asked if he knew what exactly mine was. And he was like "no, you've never said exactly".

[Rainberry]

So he has a kink too?  That's sweet you each have one.  I know what you mean.  It is so hard.  You build up, lead up to it, then you chicken out.  I've done that a billion times. 

[Death Blossom]

Yeah he's got his own kinks, everyone does. But yeah, he told me his a long time ago.

It was kinda very nerve wracking. And even more so when it took him freaking forever to respond haha

[Rainberry]

How long did it take for him to respond? 

It is super nerve wracking.  I don't know, there are so many thoughts going on in your head, like what if they judge you hard core and never look at you the same?  Or try to avoid things you have as a kink?  Worse comes to worse, would they want to break up? 

[Death Blossom]

A few minutes, and then his first message was freaking eclipses lol.

Yeah, you wonder what they'll think and say. And how it'll change their view on you and whatnot. And nah, he wouldn't want to break up over something like that.

[Rainberry]

The mind does funny things, and when you got something very important, even the unlikely seems plausible in your mind.  I am happy he took it well, and hopefully he will have some surprises for you.   

[Death Blossom]

Haha, yeah I'm happy he took it well. That's one thing off my chest haha.

[Rainberry]

Hope he doesn't mis-use the info though,  I doubt he will.

Sometimes you tell someone something in confidence, then they are stupid and talk about it openly, even though others don't know, and they act like they are joking.  You then have to act like, "what are they talking about, how silly." 

[Death Blossom]

Aw I was hoping the clip would have him ripping it off.

And nah, I doubt he would. Heh, I don't think he'd do that. He saw how shy and awkward I was being about it, so I think he can figure I don't want others to know lol. He's not that big of a knuckle head XD

[Rainberry]

I was hoping it would have him ripping it off too, but I didn't find one in a timely enough matter.

That's good.  I am glad you can trust him and he trusts you with his.   It is a wonderful bond and love is so wonderful when it is between two trusting young seedlings.  

[Soda]

Christmas shopping done anyone?

[Death Blossom]

Pfff, no lol