Explaining the mental agony

[Umeko]

I think this can go here. Let me know if its wrong.

But I thought I'd share a video I made at new years to try and explain to y'all here, why I'm so quiet aside from my own areas, I try my best but its rough, my legs are still very wobbly and shaky.
Just bear with me... my mind is very fragile at times, I stay in my corner cause its... safe, don't get out of my bubble often and people don't come into my bubble either.
The dark thoughts of "What if I did that, it'd stop the mental agony" but no.
Its hard to explain when the mind is this bad how it's like.
Like a small thing shakes it up easily if it's already a bit shaky...

Anyway here...

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Wou8pweBluubutaRXeQMmpNnF1ciV-jg/view?usp=sharing

[TheBeesSneeze]

Stay strong.   I have no idea about your life, so this is pretty eye opening.  Also cool work on your character.  Art is your outlet from what I can understand.  It's nice to know about this and hope you keep moving forward strong.

[Soda]

I like how thankful you are.  Did you make that character?  That's pretty awesome!  Also you're not a quitter! I like that! Keep being strong! Keep fighting. It's nice to see something more personal to attach a voice to the usernames we are.  It shows we are all unique, we are all people, and we all have different thoughts and feelings.  This was nice to see.

[Umeko]

Stay strong.   I have no idea about your life, so this is pretty eye opening.  Also cool work on your character.  Art is your outlet from what I can understand.  It's nice to know about this and hope you keep moving forward strong.

Art is my therapy, writing helps too, working on my drabble thread is a way to cope; been working on that since 2016.

Just had so many people drive knives into my back and chest, its hard to go out of the bubble.

[Umeko]

I like how thankful you are.  Did you make that character?  That's pretty awesome!  Also you're not a quitter! I like that! Keep being strong! Keep fighting. It's nice to see something more personal to attach a voice to the usernames we are.  It shows we are all unique, we are all people, and we all have different thoughts and feelings.  This was nice to see.

That's Umeko, aka me, my protogen is another fursona but Umeko is me.
I try hard, but rarely go outside of the bubble, but people don't come into my corner either

[Wolfwood]

I try hard, but rarely go outside of the bubble, but people don't come into my corner either

Of course they do, they comment and converse with you.   It's a bit of give and take.  You got to give, people give back.   Everyone's trying.

[Sniffles]

Thank you for sharing. Mental issues and strife can be a ton of work to overcome. Glad you got good friends supporting you, a family, and determination.  Keep on fighting!

[Umeko]

I try hard, but rarely go outside of the bubble, but people don't come into my corner either

Of course they do, they comment and converse with you.   It's a bit of give and take.  You got to give, people give back.   Everyone's trying.

Its easier said than done