Yeah im stressed or what they call it overwhelmed Im trying to make the decision if i want to do an apprentice and then im getting bad news which is personal to say 
Don't overwhelm yourself if you can help it.
If the apprenticeship will help you in the future and maybe excel your career and is something you want to do, I would go for it.

Future employers love seeing apprenticeships and it is a great foot in the door.
Again, I don't know the personal issues, so weigh it all accordingly.